No ones know how you feel....

No ones know how you feel.... They just think you are okay...

July 21, 2012
hey! how are you today? you doing fine?
how you doing today?
ei? What's that? you said you okay? good! i am happy to hear that! : )


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But i am not... and you can't see it while you are just around....


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It's Prince night (program of my youth)!!! yeaaaaaa....


But to tell the truth, i am not excited at all. Before the night, my sis called me. She told me she was coming home and wanted me to fetch her at airport. I enjoyed the talk with her last night. We talk and we shared about what we know in our faith, and she listen to me when i talk about something that has been bothering a few months ago. I am not going to talk about what's bothering me for these few months, so i will go on with what happen and how i feel today.

Yes, i had been emotional before the youth starts. and yeah, i didn't go to fetch my sis. For some reason, when i heard my mum says she want to go Kuching festival, i give up the thought to fetch my sister. The only reason is that ---- i don't like crowded places and... all you can do over there is EAT @.@



and so, i select to go to youth. By losing my invitation paper and due to my short memory, i totally FORGET what's the actuall time. (Sad Truth ---> me short memory) And so! when 博爱and Joseph inbox me "c ya" and "got to go liao" in facebook, i know it's going to start soon and guess what.... turn up, i end up there early by an hour @@



Anyway, but there is something that i really want to say. On the way to church. i found that my car was almost out of petrol! @@ Walao! i was so panic when my car shaked all the way to the petrol Station ( Thank God the Petrol Station is just a few mile away!) And the amazing thing happend.



The car out of petrol "zhun ZHUN!" at the petrol station and it is just beside the filling station!!!And i really thank God that i didn't choose to fetch my sister. ( probably will end up i am the one pushing the car all the way to petrol station and i can imagine how far i could be! @.@ )

( this photo was taken at my youth day at 7/7/2012, with Joseph Yuo, and Brandon Ling )
Both of them are pretty cute, hehehe! i used to stick around with them in Youth! :DDD

Two of them are humorous when they hang out together. Just like brothers! hahaha XDD
i hope i can be like them, but ermmm.... i guess i will just be myself! hehehehe.


ANYWAY! by God grace, my wallet left RM 16 and was enough for me to go to church and go back. and i REALIZEd i reached early when i DIDN'T saw any car at the parking lot.



i Reached Church by 6.18pm. and so, i cleaned my car (roughly) with the player on. and i really enjoyed the songs. i really do : )



after a while, i lift my head up to the sky. At that sudden moment, i felt touched! the reason why i liked Eagle so much is because i found that my character are so much alike with an Eagle. I know that God had granted me wing to Soar ( Evangelical vision ), sharp claws and peak ( The knowledge to defend the truth ), and a Sharp vision to find the prey. ( to find and spot the lost soul and the needed one[ which is someone who sat alone and waited for someone to talk to them and not that obvious to be spotted ] ) and for that moment, i cried and give thanks to God.

The youth start, and i felt a bit of uncomfortable just because the Princess are going to say something that make me feel blush and shy again. I really don't know what to react. In the end, i end up being crazy and kept on talking -.-

The WORST part is the game. I found that i felt hatred for the games. It's not because the game is good, but i just don't like the situation that everyone is SCREAMING. It HURT MY EARS! and... it reminds me, how unmature i am when i was younger. and i DON'T WANT to go back to that time again ever....

And i really felt tired.

Before the youth start, with lousy skill ( and i don't know how to play piano ), i played the song “无论何处去”by 唐崇荣牧师. The song had always gives me great comfort. :')

I want to soar in YOUR grace O Lord. i seek for YOUR presence and YOU to lead my life for i know that there is nothing more worthy for me in my life, neither work, academy, knowledge, social, friends, nor relationship. Jesus Christ had die for me and everyone of us on the cross and grant me, and us the salvation and eternal life after death. HE died on the cross because HE love us,and REVIVE after 3 days, and had VICTORY over the death! HE came to this world. HE, a God came to this world which HE created , and became a MAN just to die for our SINS on the CROSS so that God's wrath will not fall upon us, but on HIM alone. and HE grant us this salvation with only one condition.


BELIEVE! believe that Christ died for us on the CROSS and as our saviour and the Lord of our life.


Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. ( John 14:6 )

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. ( John 3 :16 )


ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS BELIEVE!

hahahahahaha, i take this picture while waiting for the youth to start~ ( and just for fun kay~ XDD)

( look scary? hahahaha, just playing xDDDD )





OKAY! time for to end this blog! i hope you enjoy reading! for i enjoy viewing the great sky, and posting the Photos! hahahah :DDDD

主耶稣赐我一首诗歌！

主耶稣赐我一首诗歌！
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Ab Eb Ab Eb Ab
主耶穌賜我一首詩歌，這詩從天賜給我，
Eb Fm Ab Bb Eb
裡頭包含美妙絕倫音樂，真是奇妙恩愛歌。

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Ab Eb Ab Eb Ab
我愛耶穌因祂受死過，赦罪的恩賜給我。
Eb Fm Ab Bb Eb
主在我心裡常使我快樂，自今以後唱凱歌。

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Ab Eb Ab Eb Ab
主基督再來掌權時候，我與天使同頌賀，
Eb Fm Ab Bb Eb
這時確有美妙和諧音樂，同在寶座前唱歌。

Chorus:
Eb Ab Eb Ab
在我心裡常吟讚美詩歌，常吟奇妙詩歌，天使同唱和；
Eb Ab Eb Ab
在我心裡常吟讚美詩歌，常吟奇妙恩愛歌。





这是一首我和家人到KL的时候，到归正教会聚会的时候听到的一首诗歌。这首诗歌非常的可爱，唱起来也朗朗上口。

当然，那个星期刚好也是主恩堂少团的生活营。我相信是上帝的意思，让我去KL让我更多亲近神。 我还买了好多的书呢！那是我买的下手，又很甘愿的时候了！都是属灵书籍，买回来没后悔！因为我超爱看书的！
哇哈哈哈…

正好！明天的学生团契就来唱这首歌吧！ 希望我能带的好 : D
记得时刻祷告！不依靠自己，凡事依靠神！ :DDD
今天就这样啦! xDDD

信仰与圣乐02

继续聆听主真道！ ： ）

完成救赎的条件———— 基督是神又是人

这本圣经告诉我们，耶稣不是暂时的产品，这本圣经告诉我们，耶稣​在永恒中间是被预订以神的身份来到世界成为人的独一的中保。『中​保』的意思是『在两下之间成为中间的联络人』。基督要成为中保，​ta一定要有神性，也有人性。如果基督只是人而不是神，Ta不可​能成为中保；如果基督只是神，不是人，Ta也不可能成为中保。


基督之所以是中保，像保罗在提摩太前书2章5节所说的：『只有一​位上帝，在上帝与人中间只有一位中保，就是降世为人的耶稣。』T​a必须在一个位格里面，又有神性，又有人性，这就是存正的信仰。​凡是信二性二位的，就是异端，凡是信一性一位的也是异端，凡是信​二性一位的就是正统，所以耶稣之所以是中保，因为Ta有神性在T​a里面，又有人性在Ta里面。


Ta不是半神半人的怪物，Ta乃是神，又是人的一位救主。Ta是​具有神性的全能者，吞灭了所有罪人罪恶的综和在Ta身上发动的权​柄，成为世界各时代，各地，各区，各国，各民的救主。同时候耶稣​是人，所以Ta就成为可能代替全人类在肉身上受尽痛苦，亲身担当​我们罪恶的这一位真正的救主。基督是神，又是人。


如果耶稣基督是神不是人，即使Ta有多伟大的能力，也没有可能代​替我们受死：因为罪的工价乃是死所以基督一定要做人，才可能死。​如果耶稣基督只是人不是神，Ta有再大的牺牲，也只能感动我们，​是我们痛哭涕零，五体投地，铭感五衷，使我们对他说『你太伟大了​，我要佩服你超过所有的世界上最伟大的人！』


但是佩服之后，Ta还是没有能力拯救我们。耶稣基督因为有神性，​所以ta有拯救的大能；耶稣基督因为有人性，所以ta有代替我们​死的肉体。希伯来书2章14节告诉我们：『儿女且同有血肉之体，​ta也照样亲自成了血肉之体，特要藉着死败坏那掌死权的，就是魔​鬼』这样，基督论不是保罗杜选出来，虚构的一个理论，不是彼得，​雅各神格化基督耶稣产生的结果。因为这些人根本没有时间彼此讨论​，要怎样做一个骗全世界历史的故事，没有办法好好商量怎样建立一​个虚构神化的耶稣，然后使ta变成全世界基督徒所信仰的救主。他​们如果是杜选出来，是虚构，是硬凑，结果一定是百般错误一一显露​。


但是历史给我们看见，基督论的记载是前后一致的；基督论的记载是​贯撤始终的；基督论的记载是旧约，新约彼此呼应的。这是一个绝对​只在神的启示里，从一位的灵感动众位的先知，又感动众位使徒，使​他们揉合在一起，天衣无缝，没有办法造假，人也没有办法在历史时​间长流的岁月中，找到任何瑕疵的独一的正品。感谢上帝！

《永世的基督与历史的耶稣》--唐崇荣博士思想meng集神学系​列


http://www.pcchong.com/mydictionary/Special/Historical_Jesus1.htm
(这是在网站上面找到全本书的版本！ ：D ）

*附加生活写照

近期的活动蛮多下！ 让大家看看吧！ ：DD

蒙恩堂的一日游，全部回来都变得黑黑的 XDD

主恩与晋光堂的少团的联谊！ ：D

哈哈…我的班！ :DDD

这些都是以后要成为律师的学生们！呵呵！ ：D

认领的“女儿” :P (我们没在paktou咯，做么每个人都讲我们paktou >.< )

二十届的美女，phewwit~ :PPPP

感恩！二十届职员们！：D

今天去SushiBonaza!就只有拍的一张的照片。嗨… （这是六个人吃的份，不是我而已，我都不吃多）
哈哈哈… XDDD

近期ISCF跟晋福少团的Telematch联谊！ 呵呵呵… ：DDD

大家怎么都在热恋啊？@。@

久违，最近都好懒惰来这里写写 :3
最近感觉良好。课业上放松了许多，真的是糟糕啊… 哈哈… ：DDD

“大家热恋的狂潮怎么都来？” @.@

不管了，来分享近况都做了什么吧！ ：D

7/7/2012

"青中ISCF二十周年，感恩！" 感恩！是因为上帝的恩典，带领我们走入20周年。我虽参与只有短短的三年，但我看到的，经历的，就如学徒开始实场上的经历一般！当中，神的带领非凡，也一直在听我的祷告。这是一张十八届的职员们，一起拍的一张照片。真的很难的。能够在各自的忙碌的生活中，又聚集来拍这张照片！有就很感恩了。因为从今以后，我们会否再在任何的情况或原因下再次在主里相聚呢？

从十八到二十，相隔两年的时间。这次又回到了一样的工厂，却带着不一样的使命与心态。今年将会是一个不可能的任务。是靠我自己或任何人的能力所不能做到的任何事工。这么庞大的事工，从顺服，到带领，到牧羊，到布道，到栽培。若不是神动工，没有一样我们能凭己力完成。感恩！并时刻警醒祷告，也为我们这一届来祷告吧！ ：D

无数的感恩，在主里的联谊！在往后，要更加警醒祷告彼此扶持，免得跌入试探。求主赦免，求主带领！

8/7/2012

主恩堂2012年少年主日，正式在昨天高一段落。7月7号的晚宴刚过去，7月8号的主日便开始了！
今年的筹备工作，我个人面对了许多我信仰上的冲突。或许我们的灵命，愿意领受，并看见，并接触过神恩典的不同。我们有了全面性的冲突。我也不明白，神让我们经历的是同样的事情，但我们却有了非常不同的观点并看见，只能说，这就是奇妙的所在，是我们这有限的人类，所不能透彻，明白的。

今年过后的我们，明白了许多。渐渐的要各自在自己生命的旅程上走了，并知道我们永远回不了当初的那些时光，那些当我们还在同一阶段一起成长的过程。这一天终于也到了，今后我们的关系会更加的远，但却记得我们曾经一起的疯狂，欢聚过。因为我晓得我会离开这里，在神的带领当下。

这一天最让我欣慰的事情，就是几位来自晋福堂的同工，愿意来到主恩堂，就好像我最后在主恩少团神的安慰一般。他们并不止是同工，而是我生命里的良友，真的很感恩你们愿意圆了我一直的心愿。 ：）

朋友！感恩！愿神祝福你们，并在往后的日子，更敬畏主，更顺服主。更加明白基督的奥秘！

唐崇荣 信仰与圣乐 01

来！值得你花你人身的单单一个小时去听。你能得到的却是超过一个小时的真道跟美丽圣诗！ ： ）

耶穌說，"我就是道路 、真理 、生命；若不藉著我 ，沒有人能到父那裡去。 （约翰福音 14：6）

耶穌說，"我就是道路 、真理 、生命；若不藉著我 ，沒有人能到父那裡去。 （约翰福音 14：6）

今天我们就来好好思想单单这一节经文。这一节经文或许对你来说很​常听，但我们就从当中来好好思考。 耶稣讲这句话的时候，听的人，明白的人，有两种反应。一，就是认​为这人（耶稣）疯了。二，就是这人到底是谁，竟然敢讲这样的话，​这人到底有什么权力讲这样的话？ 为什么我会这样讲的原因是因为能讲这句话的人不简单。为什么不简​单？我们来看看。

就好比我说，“我性陈，名永，花名是某某某”。这句话就只有我可​以讲，你不能够讲，因为你不是陈永，所以你不能讲。如果你讲了，​就是乱讲，因为你不是我，别人也不会相信所以你不能讲。孔子说：​知之为知之，不知为不知，是之也．你知道就讲知道，不知道就讲不​知道，你不知道讲知道就是无知。所以你不能随便讲，同样的能讲这​句的人不简单，因为他讲这句话的时候带有权威，能力。不是这世界​上任何人能讲的。其他的宗教创办家，不管是孔子，老子，默罕默德​，释迦摩尼，没有一个讲过这样的话。除非他是神的儿子！不然他讲​这句话就是猖狂！就是自大！就是无知！。。（第一步）

求神给我们智慧明白Ta奇妙的奥秘，开启我们心眼，追求主的真道​！ : )