Glory! Glory!! Glory!!!

Dec 20


A parade had been held last night by all christian in Kuching, in the rain.
Normally, ppl will stay at home if they knw that it is raining, bt at yesterday, most of the christian came to the parade even it is raining. Maybe a lot of ppl get sick after the parade, bt they still take part even it is raining.


Bo Ai and pastor hii, they get sick before the parade,they had Chicken pox all around them. But they insist going to the parade, why? for they all love God, and they would spare themself for the gospel to be spread all around the corner of Kuching. And we can all see the faiths in them towards God.


I still remember a week before the parade, a sister in my church ask me wheither wanted to go for the parade or nt, and i say, that the parade gave no meaning( how stupid im, that time), and she said to me, "There must be a reason that be parade been held, and the reason is to glorified God's name". In a moment, i feel how selfish im saying that the parade bring no meaning, for im thinking for my own profit, not on glorified God. I feel bad abt myself, for all this day, i only seek for my own glory, nt God's. Im glad that i knw it, GLORY TO THE GOD!


Let's talk abt the middle school camp. Through the camp, i really learn a lot. when my youth president, WEI XIAN pick me to be the AJK of the camp represent Zhu En Tang, i feel so nervous and don knw what to do. My sis, cherry, encourage me nt to be afraid, for she ever been the AJK before, and there would be a lot of fresh man there. In the first meeting, the whole room been filled with silent, and at the end, we get scold for remain silent(wat to do? freshman wat, haha).


Skip, skip ,skip to the part of packing~~
haha, that night was a busy night. There is total of 206 ppl going to the camp, and we had to packing the name tag and the T-shirt together following the form we received. And we fing out that there is a form that is not a middle school student, and two is from college. And so, we can only approve their form. 206 ppl being divide into 15 group, and we will had to rush for the time is short. There is me, san xiong, ling mei, lu ping, mei zhu, chun en, ben yan, and yu fu, i can remember so much. From group 1 to group 15, it take s two hours doing that. And that's nt the end, we have to seperate them into schools. lolx, i help finish batu lintang de, hehe, ^^


When the day of the camp start, some of the AJK have to go to the camp earlier than the others. And i follow too, hehe, becoz of my house near the church that been set to gather, so i walk, it take me 30 minutes to there, far enough with two heavy equipment. when i reach there, the first question they ask me was:"why dun call ur car park inside?" then i remain silent and i think,"these guys never been suffer."
lolx, and i hide the truth that i walk there, and they never ask~


Ok, abt 30 minute, we reach the camp liao, then we start to prepare things for program. Luckily, they all thought me as 16 as their age, lolx, so everything get so fun......in the first place. In the first day, everything is still ok, and there is some incident happend, my bro"s phone dropped on the bas, and tian ji de phone been stolen,(luckily, my bro still can take his phone back). So we check for all the male's room for the phone, and we did not find it. Tian ji been down for the whole day. And the next day, things is still ok, everything is fine, and everyone get to knw each other more further, and.......here come the third day. the day that fatique come all around us, and everyone is like" I WAN GO HOME!!!" lolx. And i really can't get a good night sleep in this 3 night, we all does, tired just like a sticky thing stick upon us. But God's miracle been shown on us in the camp, the program did nt meet any big problem, and we all have fun, nt in us, but in God.
GLORY TO THE LORD!!


After the camp, i feel like im nt the same like before, for God's spirit had really change me, and let me understand God's words. Really, i ever read a book, it is for christian counselor. It say:" You change ppl life, if ur life did nt change." I think nw i really been change by God's spirit. GLORY TO THE SPIRIT OF GOD!!!

Ahh! Boring!!!

11 Dec


Boring!!! i never thought that it is so boring! lolx. come de ppl nt over 8, give idea de ppl, nt over 2, gosh. where were those ppl that are full of idea. It's almost 30 minute by nw. i think they just start, haiz~
it's gonna be a long long night.

reported at 20:19

From "marry me~" to "divorce!!!" ???

4 December



last night, after a show, we stay wake until 2, dono why, then, before i went to sleep. i could heard some slidely fight between my parent. and i knw, that not just a simple fight.

then sadly, truely. there come a fight, on a morning, between my parent, in a car, roughly and rudely toward each other. They always had a fight, bt this time. they want an end of it, divorcement.

A married that did nt have God as a basement can't hold up long if they did not tolerate with each other or sharing everything they had face in their day life.

truely. i still remember a pastor ever say:" dun say i luv you to girl, if you are nt going to marry her" this is true.

let say, there is a couple. when the boy/girl fall in love with each other, they give a part of their heart to each other. so if they are nt going to marry each other, they break up. hardly their heart break and they still missing each other even when they did nt love each other anymore. for the heart has been given and been shared a part.

Get what i saying, so to those who are like my age, im giving an advice, to you, to nt step in a relationship to earlier, for an earlier relationship, maybe bring you happiness for short time, bt it also bring you sorrowness that hurt for a life time.

divorcement of my parent, make me knw that marrige wasn't that simple. it need tolerate from each other, im glad that i haven't step in into something wrong that would make me regret for the rest of my life yet, I must be strong by nw, strong in God.

Birthday~

11 November


Today is my birthday, the morning i wake up from my bed. i receive a present from my mum. My mum say:" happy birthday~" with a smile on her face, and i say thank you.

This afternoon, we were so busy, we all help to prepare the food. hehe. my mum make me a cake. haha, and guess what i receive?

no idea? hehe. i receive a brand new phone "2330 classic" frm my mum, a cute little doll frm my aunt, a book, that call "romantic love" by 传道 and my sis( gosh, i wonder hw they knw im finding the true meaning of love, hmm…) and a pack of magic candle from my little cousin HAO XUAN, two bearbrick keychain frm my bro and my little cousin GRACE, ohh and a ANGPAO, worth RM30 from my 舅舅. hehe nice leh.

and a "happy birthday" frm all of my fren. hehe. thx leh.


Finally. today, i had grow 15, grow older, haha, bt i feel my mind just like 13 when i face my senior. lolx, weird feeling, haha, i receive greeting and present frm my cousin and church's fren. bt i never receive any greeting frm my classmate(some lah, only one lah).and nw i knw. truely. who is my real fren and who is nt, lolx. im blessed that i knw. and abt the present. thx to all.

The present are great, bt i knw i had already received a special gift, and that's the salvation of Christ, truely my life would sucks without you, God.

wat a lovely day ^^

Someday in My Life.......

I am a Christian, but i do feel alone when i was in school. My classmate never know me. For they are not christian and never wanted to be. In one day, they got into a fight while recess. When i went up, i saw them fighting. One of my friend, tell me that there is a fight in my class. But that time, i did not hear any of what he says. Maybe it is God's plan that i did not hear what my friend tell me. And so, i went upstair and i saw a fight. I saw Yu Liang keep on punching dick. Two of them were my friend. Everytime they fight, i am the one who would stop them by dragging them away. But this time, i did not. I pray to God that, they will stop what they doing and dropping this scene away from my eyes, but it did not happend. For the first time, i cry. Everytime i cry is because of myself, because of i did not get thing as i wish for. This time, i cry for them. I cry for my classmate, all of them. I still remember that once my paster ever say. "if you never cry for someone, you never had a chance to say or scold people." Now it really do happend on me. i cry for my classmate forthe reason that God love us and did not want us to pick up a stick against another. After i had a pray, i open my eyes and saw them still fighting. This time, i saw something different. I saw that they are not fighting, but bullying Dick as before, but not with fist, but with mouth. i can feel that sorrowness and sad coming out from Dick. Just because he acting weird, just because his name is Dick, they bully him. Fist sure hurt, but nothing is more hurt than saying people something they were not. I can feel his feelings. I say right here to everyone, it is not because of himself or herself were weird, but it is because of friends like you people think that he or she were the weird one. You can't someone weird if you were the one that keep on thinking he/she was weird. Try to accept your friends, and you will see that he/she was not. I also see that selfishness between classmate. They got a chance to help him, but they did not. They just looking at how two of them fighting like a men without any feeling, and i saw that everyone, everyone of them looking at them without giving a stop. Suddenly in my eyes, all of them change into beasts that enjoy the fight and still laughing. I can't see them anymore, i close my eyes and pray again. My tears coming out drop by drop, and they were still laughing loud about how Dick lost the fight. After a while, teacher came into the classroom, and the crowd started to scattered. i sit back to my sit and try to forget what is happening just now. After maths class, sorrow coming out from my heart and giving me brave to tell the truth. I say it out loud with tears in my eyes, two of the friends wanted to hide what they did to Dick saying he had fall down onto the ladder. How can you people be so unpolite!!! You people did it, and wanted to hide it away from others that doesn't know. I can feel that they started to fear. The teachers hears and scold the class about what they did. after the class, two of the student come and questioning me why i blow up the truth and wanted to started a fight with me just because the scare of what they did. I say to them that, " Your hand today had given strength not because to fight. But to protect people!!! " i wanted to add in that you got a grace came from the God but you people using in the evil and nasty way. Don't you even feel Shame of yourself?!

They silent and say " Diam!!". In that moment, i know that they did not have word to say and to deffend for what they do.

I wish that they did learn a lesson abt what they did that day, pls, don't fight just for entertaiment, but fight for God....