2009年7月2日星期四

Someday in My Life.......

I am a Christian, but i do feel alone when i was in school. My classmate never know me. For they are not christian and never wanted to be. In one day, they got into a fight while recess. When i went up, i saw them fighting. One of my friend, tell me that there is a fight in my class. But that time, i did not hear any of what he says. Maybe it is God's plan that i did not hear what my friend tell me. And so, i went upstair and i saw a fight. I saw Yu Liang keep on punching dick. Two of them were my friend. Everytime they fight, i am the one who would stop them by dragging them away. But this time, i did not. I pray to God that, they will stop what they doing and dropping this scene away from my eyes, but it did not happend. For the first time, i cry. Everytime i cry is because of myself, because of i did not get thing as i wish for. This time, i cry for them. I cry for my classmate, all of them. I still remember that once my paster ever say. "if you never cry for someone, you never had a chance to say or scold people." Now it really do happend on me. i cry for my classmate forthe reason that God love us and did not want us to pick up a stick against another. After i had a pray, i open my eyes and saw them still fighting. This time, i saw something different. I saw that they are not fighting, but bullying Dick as before, but not with fist, but with mouth. i can feel that sorrowness and sad coming out from Dick. Just because he acting weird, just because his name is Dick, they bully him. Fist sure hurt, but nothing is more hurt than saying people something they were not. I can feel his feelings. I say right here to everyone, it is not because of himself or herself were weird, but it is because of friends like you people think that he or she were the weird one. You can't someone weird if you were the one that keep on thinking he/she was weird. Try to accept your friends, and you will see that he/she was not. I also see that selfishness between classmate. They got a chance to help him, but they did not. They just looking at how two of them fighting like a men without any feeling, and i saw that everyone, everyone of them looking at them without giving a stop. Suddenly in my eyes, all of them change into beasts that enjoy the fight and still laughing. I can't see them anymore, i close my eyes and pray again. My tears coming out drop by drop, and they were still laughing loud about how Dick lost the fight. After a while, teacher came into the classroom, and the crowd started to scattered. i sit back to my sit and try to forget what is happening just now. After maths class, sorrow coming out from my heart and giving me brave to tell the truth. I say it out loud with tears in my eyes, two of the friends wanted to hide what they did to Dick saying he had fall down onto the ladder. How can you people be so unpolite!!! You people did it, and wanted to hide it away from others that doesn't know. I can feel that they started to fear. The teachers hears and scold the class about what they did. after the class, two of the student come and questioning me why i blow up the truth and wanted to started a fight with me just because the scare of what they did. I say to them that, " Your hand today had given strength not because to fight. But to protect people!!! " i wanted to add in that you got a grace came from the God but you people using in the evil and nasty way. Don't you even feel Shame of yourself?!
They silent and say " Diam!!". In that moment, i know that they did not have word to say and to deffend for what they do.
I wish that they did learn a lesson abt what they did that day, pls, don't fight just for entertaiment, but fight for God....

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